On Sunday, I saw Hamilton in Chicago. I'm not quite sure of the full extent of what I learned from the experience, but it's lingering in my mind, and it's making me think.
I've listened to Hamilton a lot. Not as much as some, but more than others. I'm a mid-grade Hamilfan. I can't sing all the lyrics of "My Shot," but I can do a good job with "You'll Be Back." For me, Hamilton has been a solitary experience, usually while wearing headphones, sometimes in the car. But theatre, by its very nature, is a communal experience. You experience it with others, with both those you know and those you don't.
Seeing Hamilton live has had a massive effect on how I see the show and has shaped the way I originally heard specific songs. Songs that I usually would skip, such as "That Would Be Enough," are now essential. My wife rested her hand on my knee at the lyric "I relish being your wife," and that did it. The song's meaning changed. It became personal. Now, it's not simply a song about Hamilton and Eliza, it's also about Chris and Rachael. It's about us. And you have to believe that Lin Manuel Miranda inserted much of himself in there as well. Moments of the show feel vulnerable, too vulnerable to not be personal.
Another observation. There was this survey going around on my Facebook about musicals. It asked people to list the musical they loved, hated, thought was overrated, thought was underrated, and more. A lot of my friends filled it out, seemingly angry that their friends would put things considered to be solely entertaining or trite or fluff. God forbid if someone were to enjoy Cats. Some friends never filled it out, afraid of someone passing judgement on their tastes or their intelligence for what they love. It's crazy, man.
What does that have to do with Hamilton? The audience on Sunday laughed a lot. And cried a lot. The show shifts on a wide, emotional spectrum. Also, the show is both low art and high art. It's entertaining and smart. It's playing in two worlds at once: hip hop and musical theatre. Those two traditions are at odds with each other at times, but they allow for something new to be created. To adapt a Hamilton lyric, theatre is wide enough for entertainment and emotion. A piece of theatre is wide enough for comedy and drama. An audience is wide enough for laughing and crying. We forget that. We forget that high art and low art don't have to be mutually exclusive.
If we make art that is not simply for ourselves, but of ourselves, then the success of something like Hamilton isn't surprising. It's not that Hamilton rewrote the rules of theatre. The rules of theatre have mostly been the same: write what you know, bare yourself onstage, be vulnerable, and tell a good story. Instead of doing things "traditionally," Lin Manuel Miranda did things his way. He was true to himself and the way that he expressed himself. It's the authenticity of expression that grabs me every time.
Be true to yourself. Be true to the way you express yourself. Don't jump on bandwagons. Express yourself with authenticity and heart. Open wounds. Give a sly smile. Put it on stage. Allow your audience to laugh. Allow them to cry. Allow yourself to laugh. Allow yourself to cry.
One more thing. An hour or so before I saw Hamilton, I saw news on Facebook that my theatre professor, steven marc weiss, had died. steven's first year at my undergraduate college was my senior year. I didn't know what to make of him at first. steven was one of the very few people who called me Christopher instead of Chris. (I’m not capitalizing his name because he wrote in all lowercase. Once he was asked why, his answer? “I’m pretentious.”)
I often spoke to steven about animation and cartoons; he spoke to me of German art films and classical music. He impressed me with his knowledge and artistic integrity. I remember going to his house for the first time and walking into a small dining room that had built in bookshelves on each wall, floor or ceiling. They were filled with CDs of classical music, organized by composer, then by conductor. He surrounded himself with what he loved. I always saw him as superior in a way, but he saw me as an equal. Me with all my low art tendencies. The world is wide enough for me and steven. And he knew that. He relished that. He supported that. He supported me. And I'm going to miss him.
Here's a portion of an email from steven that I received in 2011. I'm so grateful to him.
"you remain, for me, one of the special "elite" among coe's theatre alums, one whose dedication to his craft is virtually limitless, who cherishes ensemble and puts his work before himself. for me, you are the embodiment of stanislavsky's charge to "love the art in yourself, not yourself in the art," and i shall always respect you for that!
I begin with a short report of the business side of my playwriting career:
For the first time in a long time, I've sent out play submissions. I sent out an electronic one last week, then sent off 2 mailed submissions today. My wife had offered to mail them for me to save me some time, but I told her that it was important for me to send them myself. I'm not sure why, but it felt very, very necessary for me to be the one to walk into the post office, weigh those packets, put the postage on them, and watch them disappear from the chute. They're out there in the world now, on their way to New York City and California. Last week's submission is now living in Chicago. Another couple of electronic submissions I did today are living here in Columbus. In the next couple of months, my scripts will head to different parts of California and even to exotic Iowa.
This is the most I've submitted since 2011. In 2011, I submitted to somewhere between 5 and 10 places. In 2012, I just couldn't get up enough energy to send out any submissions. I was tired of the preparation and energy it took to get those packages or emails ready and then the emotional energy it took to deal with rejections. Last year, I sent out 3 submissions to places and opportunities in town in order to get myself back into practice. Now, I'm on my way, submitting.
My playwriting database, which I created in Filemaker Pro (something I needed to learn for my day job), I wrote a quotation from Walt Disney: "All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me... You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you."
In terms of the creative side, I just wrote/finished, like, seriously a couple minutes ago, wrote the first scene for my play about Persephone. I had a very clear image of the beginning of the play, helped along by a scene from the pilot of Breaking Bad when Walter White is getting his diagnosis from the doctor. I saw it very clearly in my mind and it was very easy to write. It's helping me establish a tone for the play: ethereal, dark, but very playful. The play might be performed by middle school girls, so I'm thinking that I don't want to make it too dark. But I'm going to write the play as it wants to be written. Right now, the play's theme song is Sympathy for the Devil by the Rolling Stones, but performed by a woman. I haven't found the right version to sit in the back of my mind as I write. I'll keep searching.
So, my fellow theatre-makers, how has your writing gone lately? Starting up new projects? Have you been submitting plays?
I'll leave you with one last Walt Disney quotation: "We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths."
Be excellent to each other.
This post is two things happening at once. One of my playwriting gurus taught me that irony was "the simultaneous delivery of two conflicting points of view." This post is about as ironic as it gets. It's about how much I hate marketing as a playwright and is also about me telling you about my upcoming projects. It's the anti-marketing marketing post!
In grad school, my part time GA was working for marketing for both the Theatre and Dance departments at The University of Iowa. I enjoyed it. I enjoyed designing posters and programs; I enjoyed writing the articles; I enjoyed interviewing the directors and choreographers for the articles. All fun stuff.
At that time, marketing for shows was mostly text and print-based. This was when Facebook was only available to people in college (remember that?), so social media wasn't an option. We were frequent guests on the Dottie Ray Show on KXIC. She has a wonderful 15 minute show early in the morning broadcasting from her home. I had the pleasure of meeting her twice. I also was also lucky enough to be on a different Iowa Public Radio show to talk about the New Play Festival that happens every year at the University of Iowa for the MFA playwrights, which is, completely coincidentally, happening next week, May 5-10. There are readings in the afternoon and two performances of plays in the evening. We also branched into TV with a commercial that aired during Commander in Chief and Boston Legal (Remember those?).
I like marketing in general, but when it comes to talking about my own work, I get stuck. On those radio shows, I was able to be an authority when speaking about the plays of my peers. I believed in their work; I was excited about their work. While I'm excited about my work and believe in my work, I can't help but feel that lingering ball of doubt in the pit of my stomach that calls me, to be overly dramatic, a fraud. That's completely untrue, but sometimes that voice in the back of your mind can be cruel. Kimya Dawson's song "The Competition" really hits me as true:
I never wanted to be better than my friends
Another verse goes on:
I thought if I succeeded I'd be happy and they'd go away
Listen to the song. It's great. You'll relate. Anyway...
The point is I have a hard time talking about and promoting my work, especially when it comes to social media. I still feel myself stumbling and fumbling along with the etiquette of Facebook and Twitter. Who do I invite to an Event on Facebook? What hashtags do I use? #NewPlay is okay to use? Maybe? Definitely don't use #2amt for promotional use ("We’re not here to promote shows or scripts, and we’re not here to shout each other down. There are plenty of sites for both of those.")
How do we market ourselves (and brand ourselves) as playwrights in the new media? We need to make ourselves part of the conversation so that our posts and exchanges in the various hashtags and happenings are not completely narcissistic and disconnected from the larger conversations. We need to engage. We need to contribute to the well and not simply keep drawing from it. It should be a relationship. A friend of mine said that a relationship is like a bank: If you keep making withdrawals from the other person and don't make any deposits, there's going to be a point where the funds run out. Or the well runs dry, choose your metaphor.
If I add to the conversations then that little, dirty feeling that comes inside of me when I talk about myself and my work can go away. It becomes less about me and more about the community. I always wonder whether I'm depositing enough to the conversation to be able to make a withdrawal. It's that doubt that makes me hesitate to post something promotional.
Another question is: When do we post? Do we post a month before the event? A week before? Do we post once a week? Twice a week? I have rehearsals and performances starting Sunday (first read-through for Books & Bridges!) that I want to share, to promote and entertain, but don’t want to inundate, oversaturate, bore or annoy my followers. Does anyone else have these questions or fears when it comes to marketing? What are your thoughts? What are your rules of marketing etiquette?
And now, the plugs. You have the chance to see my work in Columbus Ohio!
You can catch my ridiculous short play comedy A World Without Allergies, A Talk by Dr. Michael Kramer is being performed as part of the 15th annual Theatre Roulette at MadLab Theatre in Columbus as part of an evening of plays by Ohio playwrights, including two by Jeremy Sony. I'm excited to see his plays. Those performances are 5/9, 5/17, 5/22 (all at 8pm), 5/24 at 2pm.
The big one is the staged reading of my play Books & Bridges on June 8th at 6pm presented by CATCO here in Columbus as well.
All the best to you, my fellow theatre-makers. Be excellent to each other.
Here's the full line-up of plays for MadLab's Theatre Roulette! Tons to see: